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The Hard Lessons on Love and Men...

2008-06-03T12:10:00.000+08:00

1. A man won't let go if he really loves you.

Do not hold on to someone who has let go of you. He does not love you and
does not value having you. Believe me, he will not let go if he really
loves you. There is another reason he is not willing to tell.

2. Do not look for reasons why he ended the relationship.

There is only one reason why he ended your relationship. He just does not
love you. Do not waste your time thinking of reasons or what you should
have done. Move on and be open to a man who will truly love you.

3. Do not get hung up on your past.

Do not nag or distrust your current boyfriend just because your ex hurt
you. Do not treat him or the relationship the same way. Do not compare.
He will not react the same way as your ex. Do not be worried that your
simple mistakes will cause him to look for another girl. What happened
with your ex was not your fault. It was not because you didn't guard him
enough or you didn't make him happy enough.

4. Do not look into images.

How many times have you met a girl who didn't have the best image in
school or at the office, but you get to know the girl and found out she
was actually extremely nice? Do not rely on images. Oftentimes, it is
far from reality. Do not fear men just because your "supposedly" perfect
ex-boyfriend mistreated you.

5. Always have your own set of rules.

Set your limits on how far you'd go for a guy. It's perfectly ok to give
and do everything as long as it's worth it. And it's worth it if the guy
is treating you right.

6. Do not be scared to lose him.

Don't be scared that he'll break up with you. Once you are afraid of
losing him, you easily can be taken advantage. Be strong and if something
is unacceptable, do not accept it and speak up.

7. Avoid calling your guy.

It's a guy thing. The relationship will definitely be better if it's the
guy who's calling, not the girl. He will get tired of you if you keep on
calling. He will lose interest and challenge. More so, he will get
annoyed. But it's a girl thing also that your fingers get too itchy until
you dial his number. But avoid as much as possible. Call only if really
needed (like checking if your suspicions are reasonable).

8. There is a guy who will value you.

There is a guy out there who can make you feel valued, appreciated, and
loved. And I mean, not just during your first few weeks together. So
don't lose hope. Don't settle for a lesbian if you are not attracted to
women. There is a man out there who can love you like a girl can.

Also, do not believe him when he says it's just the way he really is.
He's not the sweet or expressive-type. Remember during your first few
weeks together? Where has that sweet guy gone? He simply is not that
into you anymore.

9. Always be the only one, no matter what.

Do not ever fall for a guy who has another girl, be it his wife,
girlfriend, or any girl that he says he just can't get rid of for whatever
reason. If you truly believe that he loves you and for some reason, he
can't leave or let go of another girl, then you are no different from any
ordinary mistress.

10. He must respect you.

No matter how long the relationship has been, he should always show
respect towards you.

11. If he fooled you, end it.

Philandering once is enough. You can never trust nor respect the person
again.

12. Never start a relationship the wrong way.

Do not steal another girl's man, for whatever reason. Nor should you
enter a relationship for the wrong reasons (loneliness, on the rebound,
getting back at your ex, man-dependency, etc.) it is bound not to last.
You will only end up wasting more years of your life.

13. Do not force yourself into a relationship.

Do not get into a relationship just because your friends are getting
impatient with your dating escapades and the one hasn't come yet. Do not
choose who to say yes to based on superficial things like money, looks,
cars, etc.. If you are even thinking of these things, you have not fallen
in love yet.

14. Do not settle.

If you are not happy anymore with your relationship, break up instantly.
He will not stay with you forever no matter how upright he might seem to
be. Eventually, he will also want love and happiness in his life.

15. A relationship has to have love.

Love is the only thing that will push you to give your efforts into making
the relationship work. And believe me, keeping a relationship requires
genuine efforts of both parties.

16. Don't be afraid to be single.

It's fun to be single, try it. You can go out whenever and wherever you
want. You are free. You can date whomever you want and you get to go out
for free! Do not get a boyfriend just for the sake of having one. Do not
settle.

17. Be a good girl.

Be a good girl to attract a good guy. Enter the relationship with sincere
intentions. Take the guy and the relationship seriously with the plan of
spending the rest of your life with that person (of course, this is after
you had your bit of fun in your younger years). If you compare your
flings from your real relationships, you will know that the latter makes
you happier and more fulfilled.

18. Love without limits.

Whether you loved and gave everything or loved but held out for some
things, if the relationship ends, you still get hurt. But if you gave
your everything, you were happy and you could say that it was worth it.
If you didn't give your all, you get hurt for nothing.

19. You will get over him.

Love is over-stated. Love eventually ends and you are free to love another.

20. Be the one.

Act like you are the one. Don't be a nagger. Don't hinder his gimmicks.
Don't give in to him too easily. Make him treat you as important. Don't
be easy. Don't be like every other girl he had in his life.

HTC TYTNII for sale

2008-06-02T14:19:00.001+08:00

My friend is selling his HTC TYTN II Pocket PC phone. It's almost brand new, just 4 months old. The package comes with the unit, case, software, manuals and CD's, charger, USB cable, extra stylus, 1 Gig micro SD card and he has also attached a screen protector to it.

Here is more info on the phone:
http://www.htc.com/www/product.aspx?id=640

Price in the market is PHP 45,000. He's offering it for the low price of PHP38,000 (neg) :). He said he'll accept initial down payment and installment.

Message me for pictures of the phone or if interested.

Thanks!

Kundiman - Silent Sanctuary

2008-05-28T14:07:00.000+08:00

another song that i just heard a few mins ago.. i'm emo!

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Para kang asukal
Sintamis mong magmahal
Para kang pintura
Buhay ko ikaw ang nagpinta
Para kang unan
Pinapainit mo ang aking tiyan
Para kang kumot na yumayakap
Sa tuwing ako’y nalulungkot

[refrain]
Kaya’t wag magtataka
Kung bakit ayaw kitang maawala

[chorus]
Kung hindi man tayo hanggang dulo
Wag mong kalimutan
Nandito lang ako
Laging umaalalay
Di ako lalayo
Dahil ang tanging panalangin ko ay ikaw

Di baleng maghapon umulan
Basta’t ikaw ang sasandalan
Liwanag ng lumulubog na araw
Kay sarap pagmasdan
Lalo na pag nasisinagan ang iyong mukha
Hinding-hindi magsaawa
Ayoko ng magsawa

[repeat refrain and chorus]

[bridge]
Bahala na, ayoko muna magsalita
Hayaan na muna natin ang hatol ng tadhana

Everything I Own - Bread

2008-05-28T13:10:00.001+08:00

i'm feeling emo today.. this is just one song i heard lately.. nakakaiyak!

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You sheltered me from harm
Kept me warm, kept me warm
You gave my life to me
Set me free, set me free
The finest years I ever knew
Were all the years I had with you
And...

(Chorus:)
I would give anything I own
Give up my life, my heart, my home
I would give ev'rything I own
Just to have you back again

You taught me how to love
What it's of, what it's of
You never said too much
But still you showed the way
And I knew from watching you
Nobody else could ever know
The part of me that can't let go
And...

(Repeat chorus)

(Bridge:)
Is there someone you know
You're loving them so
But taking them all for granted?
You may lose them one day
Someone takes them away
And they don't hear
The words you long to say

(Repeat chorus)

Just to touch you once again

10 days and counting..

2008-05-22T17:39:00.001+08:00

when will this end? will it end up good or bad?

only GOD knows.. *sigh*

on love.........

2008-05-22T17:37:00.000+08:00

Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.

Taiwan 2k8 Day 5

2008-05-09T22:51:00.001+08:00

this is the last work day of the week. yoohoo! shopping day tomorrow and on sunday. sana mabili ko na lahat ng mga kailangan ko mabili.

although dapat masaya ko ngayong araw na to kasi makakarest narin ako tomorrow at last, pero hindi! sobrang stressed ako sa work, pagod! kelan nga ba ndi? anyways, i started my day going to the bank nearby. i opened a bank account there kasi gusto kong mag ipon dito para at least pag balik ko uli, d ko na problemahin kung san ako kukuha ng pera. spent almost 30mins there! sabi ng ate ko mabilis lang daw pero seems d rin naman ganun kabilis. late na nga ako nakalogin for work.

was supposed to go to the night market tonight but unfortunately, dahil sa dami ng trabaho ko na kailangan tapusin today, d na natuloy. though it's a blessing in disguise rin naman kasi umulan! hassle nga eh, kasi sabi sa weather forecast, uulan daw bukas tas malamig uli (like tagaytay pag december). indeed, naffeel ko na ngayon ang konting kalamigan ng panahon.

sana naman d masyadong umulan bukas para naman masaya ang pasyal.. i'm longing for this 2 day break!

side note: masakit nanaman ngipin/gums ko. dati right side, ngayon left naman. hassle! ayaw ata akong pakainin ng marami. sakit kasi galawin eh, pag nagcchew hell ang feeling. hahaha. goodluck nalang sakin :p

Taiwan 2k8 Day 4

2008-05-08T23:11:00.002+08:00

work during the day. went food tripping during the night. ate a lot tonight, i really think i won't be able to achieve my goal (magdiet!). masarap talaga kumain! can't resist the delicious food here, ang namimiss ko talaga is yung mga food dito eh.

sana maaga parin ako matapos tom para makalabas uli. hehe. weekend is near. shopping time! yoohoo.

Taiwan 2k8 Day 3

2008-05-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

not much happened today. it was still raining. was still a bit pissed off with work, but not a big deal, pressure is always part of my everyday life now so i'm kinda used to it already. good thing i was able to go out with my sisters and mom. went to kwei shan market to buy some food for the next days. ate at a ramen house and ordered a bento box which was so-so, price is ok though, sulit!

i hope i'll be able to finish early tomorrow and go out again later even for a while.. need to relax! was just thinking if i am to take a leave this monday.. hmm! :) *think think*

Taiwan 2k8 Day 2

2008-05-06T21:07:00.002+08:00

it is still raining today (not entire day though), and pretty cold too. stayed at home as usual to work. was supposed to go somewhere after work at 6pm but we had a major issue that is urgent and plus the fact that it was raining hard that time, we cancelled it! i wonder when i will be able to go out and shop.

wanted to take a break............. was pretty pissed off tonight! hope tomorrow will be better.

Taiwan 2k8 Day 1

2008-05-05T17:00:00.001+08:00

first day in taiwan.. first day to work offsite, miss my fella apacs! haha.. what's good with today? well, except for the fact that i'm stucked at home not merely because of work, but because it's raining hard outside and it hasn't stopped yet since i woke up this morning which is at 7am? Wasn't able to do what I supposed to do this morning because of the rain. nevertheless, I love love love the temperature! it's like tagaytay cold or nearly baguio cold. so the good thing is at least i am not dying in heat like how it is in manila now.

hope it won't be too cold tonight though! :)

So Much Happening This Weekend...

2008-05-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

i'm just too tired updating this blog now.. haha.. i'll just describe my weekend briefly :)

May 3 (with wideout friends)
ate at hooters, moa with some officemates. food was great however, quite expensive or should i say REALLY expensive. the guys got disappointed with the local girls (as bad as it may sound, parang galing lang sa carinderia). after eating, we headed to greenbelt 3 to watch iron man. while going there, the rain poured really really hard which is quite scary, can't see the road!! i wander what i will do if i'm the one driving the car. anyways, iron man is great! i actually don't know if it was really good because i don't know what really happened in the comics but what can i say, i liked it! so cool. after the movie, my b and polang headed to burbie's house to visit her and baby isha. we finally met her!! so cute and very quiet. ambait na baby! that ends our long day.. but a fun one nevertheless!

May 4 (with family)
woke up at 6am so i can prepare and go catch my flight at 11am. went to the airport at quarter to 8. arrived there at 8:30am, started lining up in the checkin counter by then. and guess what time i was able to check in. 10:45am! it's a freaking 2hrs wait. flight was delayed for an hour and a half. had the scariest 5 seconds of my life! when we are getting ready to land, the plane suddenly turn a bit left and suddenly right (as in mabilis ang takbo ng plane ah) down. and this lasted for about 5 seconds. akala ko talaga mamamatay na ko kasi kala ko tuloy tuloy na bagsak ng plane. the woman behind me even shouted aloud, "OH MY GOD!!!" funny pero sobrang scary. finally arrived at the taiwan airport 2:45pm. got out of the immigration/baggage at around 3:30pm (pretty quick huh? i liked it). went straight to some market near the sea which sells super cheap yet fresh seafoods. na-isda overload ako! headed home without buying any seafood! weird eh? ganyan talaga! ang dami kasing binebenta tas d naman namin alam kung anong klaseng mga isda yung iba dun. e dapat ata package mo bibilhin yung mga fish eh! had a super tiring day!

will be going to the taiwan "LTO" tomorrow to get a driver's license so i can drive here in taiwan. hope i can succesfully get hold of it :) will update everyone again after a few days or if sipagin ako bukas. hahaha.

pansin ko, lagi akong kumakain lately....

2008-04-30T11:16:00.002+08:00

sabi nga sa title.. kumain nanaman ako sa labas with friends these 2 days! ang taba ko na. shocks! main goal ko, kailangan payat na ko pagbalik galing taiwan. hehehe :p

April 28 (with force)
met up with my high school friends and had dinner at john and yoko. it's really nice hanging out with these girls. buong gabi tawa ng tawa at puros mga chismis. we were planning to have this once a month meet up thing but i don't know if it will push through kasi naman busy lahat tsaka parang dati pa pinaplano yun pero di natutuloy. we also have this plan of going out of town sa june but again, sobrang hindi pa sure. although sana sana sana talaga matuloy na sya, kasi iba parin talaga ang high school. i'm not saying that my other friends are not great to be with ah, pero basta.. it's just different! :)

April 29 (with cha/ist people)
cha, one of my original blockmate, is back here in manila from japan. it's been so long na since ist people saw him so they decided to have lunch in kroc. syempre, extra nanaman ako kasi naman si boyfriend ist. hehe :) although i'm not really close to some of the ist people and minsan di rin ako makarelate sa mga kwento nila, nakakatuwa parin sila kasama. lagi ring laughters, which i totally love doing these days para naman hindi puros stress at kalungkutan. buti nalang sumama ko sa lunch na to, felt great laughing with them.

i'm not sure if i still some gimiks with friends before i go to taiwan, siguro mga impromptu nalang kasi la na nakasched eh! pero yun nga, going out with friends is really a great thing kasi nakakarelax.

happy weekend 04.25.08 - 04.27.08

2008-04-28T10:53:00.004+08:00

had a blast last weekend! sana laging ganito.. here's a recap:

April 25 (with mentos)
i was really excited last friday because i will be meeting my mentos girls for dinner and inuman. but turned out, it was only inuman. ems and bex had to do OT pa for work because they have deadlines, while aira had this event pa in her hotel. so only my baby and i had dinner together. we waited for the rest of the girls after eating but they were so late! hahaha. kaya kain nalang kami ng kain ni mike to kill time. in the end, di rin makapunta si ems, aira arrived 9ish ata or 10, and bex arrived 11ish or 12. anyhoo, we ended up at chili's because aira and i wants to have the unlimited nachos there for pulutan. gaboy went there rin, dumarecho sya from his house, naglapag lang ng gamit sa office. funny! kasi chili's has free wifi, so mike and gaboy are working while we're there. agawan sa laptop eh! :) then maki came rin to the rescue, kasi nga aira had this event diba? so nakabihis at naka-high heels sya! sobrang sakit na ng paa nya kaya kailangan nya ng bandaid, tamang tama si mak meron, so pumunta rin sya. so aira and bex had unlimited margarita while the rest had beer pitcher. i drank the beer pero i didn't like it because it's pale pilsen. actually ako nagorder ng draft beer, pero yun pala wala silang draft during that time so the waiter asked if ok lang bang pale, i said yes without even processing the information, huli na nung narealize kong pale sya! hahaha. talking about bangag! :p ordered singapore sling rin, it tastes ok but i don't like it much so d ko rin naubos. nag-uwian na ng mga 2am. went to the office muna because mike has to publish something pa sa mac before he can bring aira and i home. so nakauwi kami ni aira mga 3ish or 4 na ata. but it was really a fun fun fun night!!! sana maulit asap.

highlights for the day:
1) aira's leaving for singapore na sa may 20, she will work there na :( susunod kami..........
2) heard bex's kwentos na at long last! ang masasabi ko lang, hugzzz! wag mo masyadong isipin. hehe :)

April 26 (with wideout)
had to wake up at 7am to prepare for the usual sports day of wideout people in CSA. actually, d naman talaga ko ma-sports pero sumasama parin ako. of course, talk about bantay! hehe joke. kasi saturdays kami umaalis ni mike after his basketball, QT ba. :) ang daming pumunta this week at andaming sports na nalaro. nakakatuwa. i played frisbee! as usual, i love it! hehe. others played basketball, tennis, soccer. sana everyweek ganito karaming tao. had lunch at glorietta food court with mike, jp, gaboy and beth.

highlights for the day:
1) frisbee.. my new found sport! however, still misses badminton.. la lang akong kalaro nung sat :(
2) burbs texted me that she won't be coming to work na monday because she might give birth na anytime soon. aww, we'll meet baby isha na very soon! hope both of them will be healthy..

April 27 (with baby)
our 68th month of togetherness <3
spent the whole day with my baby at home watching Kyle XY. unfortunately, wasn't able to finish the entire season 2 parin. 4 episodes left, sana hindi bitin yung ending para d ako maasar. hehe. he went home mga 11ish na kasi nga we're trying to finish all the remaining episodes. hahaha! had a great time with him. i really love spending time with him just watching movies or series kasi eto yung bonding time namin eh. sobrang tawanan or sabay kaming maiiyak sa pinapanood namin. love it talaga! most precious moments.

highlight for the day: nahiya si b tawagin kuya ko kasi daw d nya alam pano daw tatawagin. hehe. but eventually, he called my bro rin para kumain for lunch. cute cute!

i need to unwind....

2008-04-25T13:23:00.000+08:00

....good thing i'm meeting up with my mentos girls later tonight :)

can't wait!

i suddenly miss high school

2008-04-25T13:08:00.002+08:00

a high school friend who is now studying masteral in taiwan messaged me this morning asking if i know the phone/cell number of this other high school friend who works in japan. had talked a little, asking how each other are doing, and all of a sudden, i feel sad because i miss high school. those were the days! i miss the people, i miss the times when we're cheating on each other's test papers, talking about almost everything, having tensions with other classes or even within the class, having love teams (for real or just for fun), the kilig moments when we see our crushes, etc. how i wish we can go back to those times even just for a day. i consider my high school days as one of the most meaningful days of my life. a lot of experiences and lessons learned from those times.

o well. i have a planned dinner with my closest high school friends next week. hope it will push thru this time because i really miss them to bits!

Wideout Technology Services Current Job Openings

2008-04-24T19:58:00.001+08:00

we currently have job openings.. for those interested, message me for details :)

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Hi all,

Right now we have openings for the following positions:

Rich Media Developer (Ad Builder)
Requirements:
Adobe Flash, intermediate to expert level.
Good Programming background
Must be fluent in English

Creative Developers/Designers
Requirements:
Adobe Photoshop, intermediate to expert level.
Adobe Flash, with knowledge in animation and basic actionscript.
Adobe Illustrator
Web page design
Typography
Html & CSS is an advantage
Must be fluent in English

So if you know people who fit these qualification and are looking for work, please ask
them to apply with us.

They can:
Apply online through www.wideout.com
Send their resumes/Portfolio over email
Come to the office during 9am-6pm hours for a walk in interview

Thanks!
JM Pantangco
Operations Manager
Wideout Technology Services Inc.

3rd and hopefully last day @ home for the week

2008-04-24T19:39:00.003+08:00

unfortunately, still can't make it to the office today. having serious peeing problem and as usual, it goes hand in hand with the back pain. another stressful day for work but turns out to be a pretty positive day.

highlights:
1) got pissed as usual during the day because of this same person (refer to previous blog entry).
2) have considered resigning during the afternoon. i even wrote my longest resignation letter na. i'm very much ready in passing it tomorrow when i go to work (i promise i will na whatever happens kasi sobrang init sa bahay!).
3) asked for advice from 2 friends regarding my reason for resigning, one says it's mababaw and the other, it's not naman daw. but both of them said, i should not resign kasi talo ko kung ganun.
4) told some teammates about the resignation, well everyone has their own reactions but i was convinced by this co-TL, and i think may sense nga yung mga sinabi nya. i thank her for that! and to think, di kami close talaga at nagkaron pa nga kami ng tension before but things are better now. i'm so grateful! (walang halong kaplastikan to).

to sum it all up, my resignation is still on hold. let's see what will happen in the next few months. hope everything will fall into place at the soonest possible time.

most stressful and depressing time at work

2008-04-23T21:22:00.008+08:00

i've been working from home for 2 days now. i must admit, this is the (as per this post's title) most stressful and depressing time ever in my 1 year 10 months and counting stay here in my current work.

the reason why i've been working from home are:
1) my back is aching again.
2) i am having a bit of a hard time peeing, *ahem* UTI alert!
3) i don't want to see someone from work. i'm so pissed with this person. i hate the "bossiness" in him! i don't know why he's been acting this way lately (feeling malakas ang kapit eh, asar!) and man, he's a QUITTER/LOSER and i really hate quitters/losers. they get on my nerves.

need to finish some work and rest! have to go to work tomorrow as i have this interview with an ex-teammate whom we evaluated for her 18th month stay with the company. and it's so darn early!! hope i can make it on time.

my marvin :(

2006-07-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

just got home an hour ago from my mini reunion with some high school friends. it was actually a despedida dinner for my dearest friend, marvin. he'll be leaving the country in 5 days! i can't believe he'll leave us behind. wah! anyways, he'll be going to japan. he was one of the few luckiest people who was hired by a well-known company there. i think he'd made the right choice though. but still, it saddens me!!! he's my 2nd dearest friend who'll be leaving the country for a long long time. 1st was BEN (i miss him. i miss hugging him.) then now MARVS. who's gonna be next? sana wala.

at first i thought marvs will just stay there for a year or two. but heck, he's planning to stay there for at least 6-10 years! we're joking around nga kanina, saying na at the time that he'll come back, we'll have kids na. haha! but of course, that's just a JOKE. we all (well, at least me and carol)hope that he'll come back after at most 2 years. hehe :p we'll really miss him badly!!

nonetheless, we're still happy for him cause we all know that he's a really smart guy and he'll be very successful with his career. omg, i'm feeling the same feeling i felt when BEN is about to leave the country na. take two na to. ang hirap sa loob. honestly, kanina when marvs drove me home, i would want to hug him! pero too bad, our guard was on the gate looking at our car and waiting to see who's coming down of the car. baka kasi ma-intriga pa kami kaya wag nalang.

on the happier note, i asked marvs to get me an autograph of MICKEY MOUSE in disney sea or disneyland. he said he'll try his best to get one. so by the time he'll visit the philippines, which is next year (when his sister's graduating from school), i wish i could get my most-awaited autograph :D

this day made me realize how much i miss high school. i wish we could bring back those times when we were still in school. hay!

superman in imax..

2006-07-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

just got home from watching superman returns in imax. had a great time! the movie's soooooo nice. i love it! i'm now tempted to download and watch again all the old superman movies. i'm not really a die-hard fan but i've watched the old ones and loved them with all my heart. hehe. anyhowz, the new superman is gorgeous! haha. though i still love christopher reeve, but damn, brandon's good also! i wish i can dream of him tonight. bwahahahaha :D

can you believe? after the movie, i asked mike if we can watch it again? but this time, in a normal cinema naman coz imax ticket prices are killing us. they're soooooo expensive and to think, it's not that worth it since only a few parts of the movie were 3D.

on the other note, i was supposed to meet up with my mentos gurls this afternoon at greenbelt 3. but due to the heavy rain, we postponed it since all of us are going to commute and it's really a hassle to commute in that kind of weather. i hope we'll plan to meet up again very soon! we really need to catch up with each other.

after the superman craze, i'm looking forward naman to pirates 2. mike and i reserved for our tickets already for thursday, we'll watch it in greenbelt 3 lang. i can't wait to see johnny depp/capt. jack sparrow again!!!

some updates..

2006-07-07T12:50:00.000+08:00

haven't updated this for quite some time already.. a lot happend but not so significant naman.. haha :) here's some of them (hope i didn't forget anything):
- resigned from my last job (w/c i only stayed for a month) because of overpressure. imagine, giving me an ACCOUNTING system and have to finish it within a month! i told the manager that i'm not so familiar with the language they're using so i have to learn pa by myself. she agreed to let me self-study for a month but on my 3rd day of work, she gave me this complicated accounting system which was left by their ex-programmer because he can't finish it anymore. can you imagine how much pressure is it to learn the language at the same time applying it to REAL application and was just given a MONTH to finish everything? well, enough ranting. i've already gained my freedom anyway. hahaha!
- just bummed around for about a month. actually helped out at my sister's office for hmm.. 3-4 days i think. i gained allowance for that, i'm very satisfied with how much they gave me because i didn't expect to have that much :) thanks to the chinese-filipino business club..
- got another job which is not programming. i'm doing client services/project management. i'm pretty happy with it. the environment's great! nice people, nice workload, not-so-nice-but-acceptable office, satisfactory compensation, not-so-good-but-still-improving management (benefit-wise). overall, i'm enjoying my work.
- haven't seen superman returns but i'm going to tomorrow! i'm excited. we'll watch it in imax! i can't wait. it'll be my first time to watch a movie there. hope it will be worth it coz the tickets a bit expensive.
- i've reserved tickets for pirates 2 next week thursday. i'm excited as well. i'll see johnny depp again! i love him though he's a bit weird (or should i say, his roles are weird). :)
- dad's going home this monday. i don't know if i'll be happy or not. (sama ko!) happy coz he'll be home with us but not-so-happy because he going home will mean that i should be home right after work! no gimiks, no overnights. i'll be a good girl for 2 weeks! haha.
- i'll be seeing my mentos gurls next next week. hope this plan will push thru! we have to catch up so much on each other. i miss them na!!!

so there, i think that's it? the past and the future? haha *labo*

it's official..

2006-04-01T10:57:00.000+08:00

i'm now a professional bum!

answer naman kayo :)

2006-02-17T08:43:00.000+08:00

Describe me!

tagged by aldrich..

2006-02-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

4 Jobs I had in my life
1. Programmer (OJT - SpecOpS)
2. Web Programmer (Current - ACP)
3. Home Tutor
4. Computer Technician (Sa family ko..)

4 Movies I could watch over and over
1. The Cutting Edge
2. Maid in Manhattan
3. Miss Congeniality
4. Wedding Planner

4 Places I’ve Lived in
1. Manila
2. Taiwan
3. --
4. --

4 TV show/channel I love to watch
1. TV Patrol
2. PBB
3. Chinese Series ng Taiwan
4. ETC (Entertainment Channel)

4 Places I’ve been on vacation
1. Baguio
2. Tagaytay
3. Hongkong
4. Taiwan

4 Websites I visit daily
1. Livejournal
2. Yahoo! Mail
3. Gmail
4. PEx

4 of my favorite foods
1. Corn
2. Salads
3. Potato (Fries, etc.)
4. Soba/Ramen

4 Places I’d rather be by now
1. Singapore
2. Japan
3. US
4. Europe

4 Bloggers I am tagging
1-4 All those who haven't answered this pa..

nakigaya lang kay aldrich..

2006-02-10T16:26:00.000+08:00

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Average

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional

Your General Knowledge is Exceptional

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

shiyet! i don't have logic.. ung verbal, acceptable pa e.. kasi d ako tlga magaling dyan.. pero hello?!?! i'm a programmer pero la akong logic? watda! bwahahahahahaha :D mag-mathematician nalng kaya ako? yessss, all time favorite! hahaha :p

an addition to my wishlist..

2006-02-06T15:17:00.000+08:00

i came across a site and i accidentally found this..

my God! i want it NOW! hahahaha :D

finally..

2006-01-01T16:19:00.000+08:00

i have finally decided to buy myself a christmas/new year's gift.. after few months of thinking on what to buy for myself this holidays, i've made by decision just few days ago.. and this is what i ended up to..

Nikon Coolpix S3

i asked my sister in taiwan to buy me there and she just did TODAY! yahoo! :) i'm getting the cam on the 2nd or 3rd week of this month, i think.. coz my dad's best friend would come home on the 11th and he's bringing home the cam with him.. just hope he'll drop by our house pretty soon after he arrived :D

anyways, so i got one down in my wish list.. many to go! hahaha :p next in my list will be a new phone.. my choice as of this moment is this..

Sony Ericsson W900i

not bad huh? but the price's killing me! hahaha.. i have to pay for the digicam first then i'll save up for this phone! it hasn't been released anyway.. glad my sister agreed on letting me pay for the cam in installment so that i can save up also for the phone :)

i'm excited to get my gift.. :D Happy New Year, everyone!!!

2005-12-15T13:40:00.000+08:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

dilemma

2005-12-14T14:31:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking about these two things for quite some time already. Hindi ko alam kung ano ba talaga gagawin ko..

1st dilemma: New Phone VS New Digicam
I don't know if I'm going to buy a new phone next year or buy a new digicam. I like both pero obviously di pwedeng bilhin pareho. No money for that! look, eto yung 2 techie stuff na pinoproblema ko. alin ba talaga?!?!

Nokia N80 (3MP Camera)

VS

Nikon Coolpix 7600 (7.1MP Camera)

2nd dilemma: To terminate or not to terminate
I'm not subscribed to PT&T's dsl service (Greendot), I'm paying for almost P1900 a month, my speed is just 300kbps/100kbps. I'm not satisfied with it! I moved to Greendot (from PLDT) since the customer service of PLDT sucks! and I really hate it.. Now, I'm thinking of switching to Destiny Cable since their service now is better than before. Their download bursts upto 1Mbps or more and their monthly is just P1688. However, my problem now is that I'm still locked with PT&T. If I terminate my contract, I'll pay P3000 for termination fee. But what's pushing me is that Destiny offers P500 monthly (for 2-3 months) trial and it doesn't charge for installation fee. So what now? Am I going to terminate my contract and switch OR stay with Greendot until my contract expires (w/c is on August 2006)?

*sigh*

at long last..

2005-12-13T09:05:00.000+08:00

regular na ko!!! *yipee* hehe :p my boss called me yesterday (mga 530 na, uwian time) and asked me to sign the regularization contract.. soooo happy!!!

now, my aim is to be promoted.. hahaha! *asa*

got this from carla :)

2005-11-24T13:01:00.000+08:00

Kindness

Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

got this from carla.. :)

2005-11-18T11:22:00.000+08:00

A is for Age: 23
B is for boyfriend: meron
C is for career: web programmer
D is for Dad's name: Vicente
E is for Essential item to bring to a party: yourself
F is for favorite song/s at the moment: songs ng all-american rejects at pinback
G is for girlfriend: maraming girl na friends
H is for Hometown: Manila
I is for Instrument(s) you play: sobrang basic piano
J is for Jam or jelly you like: jelly
K is for kids: wala, tsaka na pag may asawa na.. hehe :)
L is for Living arrangements: with parents
M is for Mom's name: kui yang
N is for name of best friends: mike
O is for overnight hospital stays: none ata e.. or nung nanganak sister ko? can't remember.. haha!
P is for Phobias: fire
Q is Quote you like: always be happy! *quote ba to?*
R is Relationship that lasted the longest: 3yrs & counting..
S is for Secret never told: secret!
T is for Time you wake up: usually 615am pag may office, 8+am pag weekends, unless may lakad :)
U is for Unique trait: dunno, meron ba?
V is for Vegetable you like: carrots, brocolli, sitaw, sayote & many more..
W is for What Bothers You Most: yoko isipin! haha..
X is for X-rays you've had: twice or thrice ata.. basta requirement lang for school..
Y is for Yummy food you make: lambchops for mike *as if marunong ako magluto. haha. asa!*
Z is for Zodiac: libra

test muna before sleeping :p

2005-08-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

More Scientific

You have:
77% SCIENTIFIC INTUITION and
62% EMOTIONAL INTUITION

The graph on the right represents your place in Intuition 2-Space. As you can see, you scored above average on emotional intuition and well above average on scientific intuition.Your scientific intuition is stronger than your emotional intuition.

Your Emotional Intuition score is a measure of how well you understand people, especially their unspoken needs and sympathies. A high score score usually indicates social grace and persuasiveness. A low score usually means you're good at Quake.

Your Scientific Intuition score tells you how in tune you are with the world around you; how well you understand your physical and intellectual environment. People with high scores here are apt to succeed in business and, of course, the sciences.

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 81% on Scientific

You scored higher than 37% on Interpersonal

Link: The 2-Variable Intuition Test written by jason_bateman on OkCupid Free Online Dating

bored as hell

2005-07-07T14:41:00.000+08:00

i'm now in the office, infront of my pc doing nothing but blog.. haha :p i just finished my exercise so i got nothing to do na.. i am supposed to be researching or reading books regarding coldfusion/javascript/sql.. but damn, i'm getting sleepy..

anyways, i actually don't have anything to post here since there wasn't any special happening lately.. the last nice thing that happend was last saturday when i watched "war of the worlds" w/ my baby in greenbelt.. i didn't like it.. though the kid was good, she's the only one i like.. :) i got turned off in tom cruise since he became a war freak since he and katie have been together.. owelz! and oh, i also like the effects of the movie.. it was nice!

what else??? hmm.. i also bought cello's last saturday, it was yummy but i like the flavors of gonuts more.. it dough is the most yummy part, it's super soft.. :) speaking of donuts, i shouldn't forget to buy country style donuts later for my little niece.. she cries every morning because she doesn't want to go to school so i promised her kanina that i would buy her donuts today, and take note, she want pink donuts! meaning, strawberry flavored! haha :p she's such a cutie..

and yah, before i forget, my dad will be visiting next week, he'll be here for about 10-14 days.. he said he would like to go to baguio when he got back, so yipee for me! i miss baguio so much.. i told my dad that i wanted go with him.. i already started to beg him na nga to go on a friday night and come back to manila on sunday night.. haha :) hope it will push through..

so there, can't think of anything to write na.. :)

hello & pictures

2005-07-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

i was just trying out this "new" software that i've found.. i think it's made by google.. it lets you post pictures to your blogger account.. it's kinda amazing.. no need for a server to upload the pic then linking it on the website.. post directly from ur harddisk! haha :p if you want, try it out.. it's called "hello".. just search it in google and ul find it.. anyways, i made my grad pic as sample.. haha :D

Grad day pic.. I *love* my hair!!!

i'm excited

2005-06-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

*yoohoo*

pay day tomorrow!!!

hope my plans for 1st sweldo will push thru..

few updates

2005-06-24T19:28:00.000+08:00

i wasn't able to update in the past few days because i was so damn tired everytime i'll get home from work..

this is my routine everyday, work-home-tutor-rest it was tiring, believe it or not? eventhough i haven't been "really" programming yet, i already feel the stress.. and to update you, i still in the stage of self-studying.. there isn't really training in my case since i am in a non-IT company.. so everything will be by myself.. i'll learn by myself and all.. it's hard but i'm enjoying so far.. my boss gave me an exercise already last monday, which is pretty quick coz my officemate told me that during his time, he self-studied for almost a month before he was given an exercise.. in my case, it was just 3 days! haha i still have so much revisions to do though.. there were pretty much comments on my work, which made me feel a little bad about myself.. i don't feel satisfied.. i was worried about what my boss will think about me.. i mean in terms of my performance.. imagine, he has lots of comments on my 1st exercise? hope i'll do better..

i have lots of stories to tell actually.. especially about the "mystery" in our office.. haha but nevermind, just hope that they were just my imaginations! bwahahahaha

anyways, on a lighter note, it was my high school friend's surprise party.. i am glad that we made her day, best-est day in fact! though not all high school friends are there, i am still happy that i saw some of my closest friends.. it was nice catching up w/ them and laughing w/ them.. it made me realize how much i miss school, highschool and college.. *hay* the saying was really true, when you start working already, it will be the time when you'll realize that schooling is really different and you'll be able to appreciate it even more..

and lastly, i'm craving for cello's donuts! haha

i soooo wanted to have this..

2005-06-24T19:22:00.000+08:00

can anyone tell me where i can find this???

i just found this sa net.. i bet meron sa disneyland nito.. waaaaahhhh!!! i love it.. i want to have one!!!

grad practice & 1st day of work

2005-06-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

it was our grad practice yesterday.. i was sooooo happy to see all my classmates and friends! i'll cut it my kwento short nalang, basta ang bottom line, SOBRANG PAGOD kaming lahat!!!

it's my 1st day @ work today.. i was kinda nervous kaninang morning.. pero ok naman pala.. fun mga tao dun, lalo na mga frnds ko.. small world kc, meron akong 2 old frnds na andun nagwowork.. hehe :) glad to see them.. hop they'll stay tho kc trainee cla, may probational period cla at malapit na.. *Lord please let them stay* ibang department cla pero fun parin tlga! kc breaktime, lunchtime, uwian.. cla kasama ko! :) tapos, ang HIGHLIGHT ngayon, i READ! i finished 9 chapters of the coldfusion 4.5 book! un ung bnasa ko kc mas basic ung book na un compared sa newer edition na coldfusion mx.. WAT AN ACHIEVEMENT! haha :p

i'm officially employed

2005-06-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

yoohoo! i'm, at long last, officially employed! i'll be starting on the 16th.. i'm kinda excited and kinda nervous.. anyways, pointwest called a while ago inviting me for an interview on tuesday.. huwat??? i passed their exam? hahahaha.. i was so surprised 'coz all the while i thought they would never call again.. kasi naman hirap nung exam nila! o welz, it's too late anyways, i have signed the contract na with ACP.. sayang! tsk tsk..

bum no more!

2005-06-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

i just had my fbm-e test and interview kanina.. FORGET IT! haha.. it's not a good one.. i mean my test and my interview.. i still like the company.. it's just not for me tlga..

anyways, i got a text from miss jacq of ACP.. she told me to call her for more info since they're considering me for the position, software engineer.. yipee! i was so excited.. i called her up and then she told me that she's offering me the job.. she asked for the basic requirements like sss, tin, nbi clearance, pictures, transcript, etc. then she asked me when i can start, i told her sa june 16 nalang para di na ko aabsent for the grad practice.. so she said, i just bring the requirements and sign the contract on the 16th.. e ako tong c excited.. sabi ko, punta nalang ako tom to sign it :) hehe

ayan, at long last.. i am a bum no more! yipee.. so hapee.. cnt w8 to get my 1st pay!!! hahaha :p

so far so good

2005-06-08T12:06:00.000+08:00

i just got home a while ago from my final interview and exam @ ACP.. i almost got late because of the rain! argh.. i really hate it when it rains.. but i hate it rin when it doesn't rain.. waaaahhh!!! *labo*

anyways, i was not as nervous as yesterday when i got there.. i was asked to take the technical exam first.. it was all about SQL script.. there was this algorithm thing tho.. pero it was easy.. i don't know if i answered the SQL part right since i am not really into database.. i don't know much about SQL, hope i got them right..

actually, i was interrupted by the interviewer (taiwanese programmer) since he and the supervisor got in the room during my exam.. they told me to stop first and continue nalang after my interview.. so there starts the interview.. it was mostly in mandarin, but there were some english terms dn naman kasi hirap i-mandarin yung mga technical terms.. i THINK i did well.. basically, the usual questions like family background, strengths and weaknesses, what would i prefer? being data analyst or programmer, do i have passpost, etc.? what strikes me is the question "are you willing to relocate to taiwan in the future?" i said YES! it was okay working in taiwan since salary there is waaaayyyyy better than here.. environment is good also, plus weather is extremely nice.. but as much as possible, i don't want to leave the philippines for SOME reason..

they asked me when i can start, i said on the 20th nalang so that i won't absent myself na for the grad practice.. however, they haven't given me an offer yet so i will still go to fbm-e tomorrow.. kasi when i was travelling to ACP kanina, i was thinking na if they give me an offer today, and if it's good enough.. i will accept it na.. kasi mas malapit to kesa sa makati.. owelz.. i think God wants me to try out fbm-e :) so there, they told me that they will just call me nalang daw..

now, i'm nervous again for my test and interview tom sa fbm-e! it is an american company so i am not confident enough.. i can't speak straight english and can hardly express myself in english! i think i should enroll in a speech class so that i'll improve.. haha :p anyways, wish me luck!

i'm confused

2005-06-07T19:53:00.000+08:00

nakakainis!

fbm-e called.. inviting me for an exam and interview on thurs 10am.. i can't say NO since my status is not yet 100% sure in ACP.. tsaka, i really like to be part of fbm-e.. i think it's a nice company.. they're looking for C programmers pa, so bingo! i am a C programmer! pero ACP is on immediate hiring daw, so if i pass tom's interview and exam, they can let me sign the contract right there and then.. nung initial interview ko nga sa ACP, i told them na i would like to start on the 20th of june pa para after my graduation na.. since i have to be in school the whole day on the 15th for our grad practice n mass.. para ndi na ko mag-absent.. sabi nila, pano kung sabihin naming mag-absent ka nalng? syempre i said, OK LANG.. pero now, i am thinking na sabihin sa kanila na next week ko na sila sabihan kung tatanggapin ko ung offer nila (if may offer na nga tom) to give time sa fbm-e na iprocess ung application ko.. cguro naman 1 week is enough to tell kung pasado ako o ndi sa fbm-e.. hay! hrap.. kung kelan sa isa nalng ako nagfofocus, bglang tatawag ung company na gus2 ko.. hop lng na pumasa ko sa fbm-e..

pls. pray for me! Lord, help me..

i'm lovin' it

2005-06-07T12:01:00.000+08:00

i'm lovin' my new layout here, lookie! isn't it cute??? and soooooo girly! :)

anyways, i will have my final interview and final exam tomorrow 9am at Asian Company Profiles (phils.) or in short, ACP.. i know i haven't posted anything regarding my application in this company yet.. but i will soon.. maybe after tomorrow.. i am very much looking forward in working with this company.. i can feel that i have a huge chance of being accepted this time (because of what happend and what have been said to me during my initial interview).. *fingers crossed* i just hope everything works out great tomorrow.. by the way, if ever i get in, i'll be a software engineer in ACP which will basically focus on COLDFUSION.. waaahhh, new language = lots of reading! pls. pray for me coz if i cannot get a job soon, i'll fly to taiwan and work there.. that's the least thing i want to do of course..

i'll post again tom for updates..

hay..

2005-06-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

i miss school.

hope my id works on monday. so that i won't get temporary pass na. i'll be in school to get my transcript.

blah! i just feel so bad about not going to school na. i can't believe i will not go to school again ever.

(of course, not unless i'll take masteral.. but that would be a looonng time from now pa.. *sadness*)

buti nalng..

2005-05-30T18:57:00.000+08:00

yes, u read it correctly! BUTI NALNG.. buti nalng i quitted na! my former officemate called me up just now, he's telling me that he also wanna quit na.. eventhough they have filled up and signed the opening-of-bank-account-slash-ATM form, they're still uncertain if the head office recognizes them as REAL employees of the company.. grabe, sobrang gulo tlga ng company na yon! kakaloka..

what drink am i???

2005-05-30T08:09:00.000+08:00

an update on me

2005-05-28T11:46:00.000+08:00

first of all, i just want to say that i withdrawed my application in this real estate company that i am supposed to be working with.. they're houses are really cool, i love them.. people in the company are really nice.. however, i think the management of the company is kinda crappy.. ang gulo gulo tlga nila! i dnt want to work in a company like that.. so as early as not giving me pay pa and asking me to open an account for payroll, i quitted..

secondly, i went to watch starwars epIII again last night! i was really great.. i just love it! although i slept in a few scenes, because i just can't open my eyes na! i was soooo much sleepy, puyat kasi the night before so ayun.. natulugan ko ung ibang parts.. pero saya parin! haha i was with of course, my baby.. plus his bro and his cousin.. it was my first time to watch with them.. before kasi i experienced watching movies lng w/ his parents and sister+boyfriend.. so new experience.. hehe it was fun! his bro bring me home.. tnx "kuya" derrick

lastly, it is my high school reunion today, i felt bad coz i won't be able to go.. i miss them terribly! o welz, bawi nalng ako next time.. hope il see them very soon!

<3 u!

missing school

2005-05-23T19:12:00.000+08:00

school officially starts today! but i am a student no more..

aww.. i really miss school..

it's star wars day..

2005-05-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

i watched EPIII today! i really had fun! it was a very nice movie.. i love anakin but i sorta hate him in the end.. he's cute parin nonetheless.. hahaha i like yoda!!! he's like a baby! especially when he's fighting against the chancellor.. such a cutie! it's really a great movie, i'm not really star wars fan but i am encouraging you guys to watch it.. if you haven't watched it yet, panoorin nyo na! it's very worth it tlga.. hehe

you!

an exhausting day

2005-05-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

i went site tripping again today.. i realized that my dream house is the one in the courtyards of portifino, it is located in alabang.. the house is called raphael.. the place is italian-inspired.. i soooo love it! but it costs a lot.. eventhough you go for bank financing, it will cost you around 100+k per month for a 20yr term.. i should be an executive first before i'll be able to afford that! anyways, here's a picture of the house.. and to see its floor plan, just go here!

RAPHAEL

i went home at around 4pm na.. my sister fetched me & my aunt at around 6pm.. we went to robinsons place manila to meet up w/ a family friend.. it was her bday yesterday and she wanted to treat us daw.. we ate in cravings and i am sooooo full! the food was nice but i think it was too much.. the serving is huge (this is according to my opinion) and the salad bar & soup was eat-all-you-can.. i think i have gained much this summer.. i should be dieting na!

*hay* i really want the HOUSE!!!

it's really very disappointing..

2005-05-12T10:29:00.000+08:00

see, of all the people, i didn't expect that the one i trusted the most, i loved the most, i believed in the most, i cared about the most, will be the one who'll let me down..

actually, i think i'm overacting on this but i'm really hurt.. what happend was that i took a job offer which is far from my course.. i'm a comsci grad and my incoming job will be an office assistant in a real estate company.. i took it because, first, the office is very near my house, i'll only walk for less than 5 minutes to reach it.. second, it offers a nice pay.. third, i can earn/save more since i do not have to worry on my lunch or my transportation.. i told myself that i do not want to have a programming job at this very moment coz it's sooooo stressful.. i want to enjoy first, i do not want a stressful job, but instead a relaxing one, so there, i took it!

unfortunately, it seems that he didn't like it.. he told me that i'm overqualified in the position.. yes, i admit, i also think i am.. but watda? i already stated my reasons.. isn't that enough? aren't my reasons valid? i told him that i do not plan to stay long in the company.. i just want to gain experience and i wanted to earn! i think the longest i can stay is for about 2 years.. afterwhich, i still plan to work in a software company.. i don't care much about my programming skills be lost because i believe that i can be trained and practiced.. worst case, i can enroll in a computer learning center to review.. but he told me this, which is the most hurting part, "do you think the company will prefer an office assistant over fresh grads of comsci?" so what does that mean? i do not have the skills? i cannot do something related to my course after two years of being just an office assistant? and o yes, he even laughed at me, telling me that i'm just an utusan in the office!

now i don't know what i should be thinking? did i make the wrong choice because the job is an utusan-type of job? nonetheless, i still don't think it's something embarrassing coz i have my priorities & my main priority now is to save up! i wanted to help my family and i wanted to save up for my future.. i have goals and dreams that i wanted to achieve in the near future.. so i think i should save up na talaga!

but still, i am very much hurt and i am still not ready to talk to anyone, personally or in the phone!

God help me please!

//edit
tnx to kai, bex, ems, and all my other friends.. u guys r d best! tnx 4 making me feel better.. *heart* u!

greenbelt 3 with high school friends

2005-05-08T10:15:00.000+08:00

i, together with some of my high school friends, went to greenbelt 3 last night.. it was shar's birthday celebration.. we ate at kroco grille.. then hanged out at seattle's.. it was fun fun fun! although i got a lil bitin since we went home before 12am! actually it's okay, since i know that my high school friends are not the type of people who loves staying out late.. bottom line, i enjoyed being with them! i've always missed them.. i'll post some pics nalang if i got them na from shar.. :)

i love my force!

site orientation

2005-05-04T19:39:00.000+08:00

i spend my day going to many sites seeing model houses.. all houses are very nice.. very elegant.. sobrang ok talaga! parang naiimagine ko na dun ako nakatira.. hahaha

if you're asking why i visit sites and see model houses there.. well, the answer is in my entry title!

yep, i went on a site orientation today! i applied in a real estate company for the position of an office assistant (layo sa comsci noh? pero i'm thinking kasi na gusto ko muna ng job na relaxing.. kasi pag programmer, pressure e! i want to enjoy muna and gain experience sa office.. para bang OJT lng.. kasi naman, d naman kc mukhang working environment OJT namin dba?) anyways, so un nga.. they're main office is actually in alabang.. however, they wanted to open a branch here in binondo.. so lapit lng sa haus ko ung office..

their houses are soooo nice tlga.. here's some sample pictures..

La Posada (Sucat)

Crosswinds (Tagaytay)

Portofino (Las Pinas)

there, yan ung mga hauses ng real estate company na inapplyan ko.. there sites are mostly in the south.. nice tlga!!! dami pa nga e.. d ko lng mapost lahat tska ung mga ibang magaganda, walng pictures.. para makta nyo pa, visit nyo nalng site nila :)

it was a nice experience to have toured around.. pero ang yoko lng, mapunta ko sa sales.. kc 1st stage ng training ang orientation na ito.. from us daw, pipili ng office assistant.. sana ako un! if not, i'm going to decline the offer kasi sa sales ako mapupunta.. nu ba naman alm ko sa sales noh! sana tlga office assistant ako.. :)

watda?!?!

2005-04-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

the weather's sooooo hot and i hate it..

i'm not taking it against Him but i'm just so irritated on the "hotness" of the weather.. i hate it when i perspire a lot..

i've been going to interviews and tests these few days and i really hate it because everytime i arrive in the company, my back is already wet and it's all because of the weather.. argh!!!

bring me back to baguio pls..

bakit kailangan mong sabihin yon???

2005-04-26T15:32:00.000+08:00

i jst came hme frm d hospital because i visited one of my elementary barkada.. wag nalng tanungin bakt sya na-ospital.. sad e! anyways, i was suppose to be there 8-830am.. un ung usapan namin ng grade school barkada ko.. kaso i woke up late so i arrived late.. sobrang saya naman na mdyo may halong lungkot (dahil sa nangyari) ang nararamdaman namin.. pero bsta, masaya parin dahil nakumpleto uli kmi.. so un nga, kwento kwento.. asaran, tawanan, etc.. biglang sabi sakn ng isang kabarkada ko.. "alam mo, sabi ni jerome sakin nung andun kami sa wake ng daddy ni steven, buti nalang daw wala ka dun!" i was like "ha? bakit naman?" she told him kasi na dapat kasama ko sa pagdalaw but because it was my aunt's birthday, i can't make it.. pero dapat talaga pupunta ko.. sabi ko nalang "bakit? baka ba pag nakita nya ko uli, mainluv sya uli sakn?" sagot ni jacq, "cguro nga!"

mdyo affected ako kasi d ko alm kung bakt nya kailangan sabhin un? anong ibig nyang sabhin? ayaw nya ko makta? iniiwasan nya ko? or nagloloko lng sya? pero sa pagkakakilala ko sa knya, filing ko kaya nya cnabi un sakn kc yaw nya ko makta.. i always have this filing na ako lng ung nagpupumilit na maging frnd nya.. gets nyo? bsta d ko maexplain msydo how i fil abt this.. but im really affected..

FYI: jerome is my first boyfriend.. he's my first love..

baguio trip

2005-04-24T21:39:00.000+08:00

i went to baguio for a vacation.. supposedly the trip is for 3 days only, pero na-extend.. hehe :) fun fun fun! see details below.. NOTE: estimation lang ung mga time dto.. cnt remember the exact ones na tlga e! :)

apr 21, thursday
5am - left manila
1130am - arrived in baguio
12nn - ate lunch in a chinese restaurant near where we live
1pm - went to burnham park, my nieces played there (rode bike n play in the playground)
2pm - my sister's sister-in-law w/ her family arrived
4pm - went to sm baguio.. naggrocery for food :)
5pm - went back home, nagluto aunt, sis at mom.. nagluto dn ako ng soup..
7pm - ate dinner
8pm - went to burnham park again.. as usual, naglaro mga bata.. (7 silang lahat na bata)
9pm - went home
10pm - slept (aga noh?) hahaha :D

apr 22, friday
630am - woke up from bed
9am - left the house.. this is the "pasyal" day! went around baguio..
915am - arrived @ wright park.. nag-horseback riding kami.. yes, KAMI! pero i didn't last long.. sakit sa butt ng buto ng horse.. i rode w/ my niece kasi so sa likod ako..
945am - off to mines view park
10am - arrived @ mines view.. went around.. bought stuffs, etc..
1030am - left mines view.. off to camp john hay..
11am - arrived @ camp john hay.. toured around and of course, naglaro mga bata.. we ate lunch narin here.. nagbump-car kami.. yes again, KASAMA KO! :) syempre kailangan uli ng kasama ng niece ko.. so ako ung driver nya.. she's only 3 kasi..
1pm - left camp john hay.. off to lourdes..
130pm - arrived @ lourdes.. bought roses and candles.. prayed for a while.. walked down.. habang bumababa, syempre sight seeing din.. binilhan ako ng ring ng mom ko :)
2pm - left lourdes.. off to the bell church..
230pm - arrived @ bell church.. nagsimba at picture picture..
3pm - left bell church.. went home na..
330pm - arrived sa house, went to burnham park.. nag-boating..
430pm - went to sm baguio again.. pero nagshopping naman this time..
7pm - went home tlga..
730pm - ate dinner
830pm - went to burnham again w/ the kids.. they went biking..
945pm - went home and slept after a while..

apr 23, saturday
8am - woke up from bed
12nn - ate lunch
1pm - went to the session road and to the market to buy stuffs :) shopping galore! hehe
5pm - went home.. sis, aunt, mom prepared food again
7pm - ate dinner
8pm - went to burnham, nagbike nanaman mga bata!
930pm - went home and slept after a while..

apr 24, sunday
6am - woke up and prepared my stuffs.. getting ready to go home :(
9am - left baguio
1pm - stop over @ hacienda luisita to eat lunch
430pm - arrived home, home sweet home but i miss baguio! :(

anyways, ayan.. that's what happend basically sa trip.. though medyo paulit ulit lng, i still enjoyed.. it's really fun going to baguio.. ewan ko ba.. basta i love that place! PERIOD.. hope makabalik ako uli soon.. sana w/ friends naman.. coz i never hav gone there pa w/ friends..

mixed emotions

2005-04-20T21:08:00.000+08:00

mixed emotions ako ngayon.. mainly bcoz of three things, they are as follows:

1st, i heard sirens of firetrucks early this morning.. mga 1 or 2am ata (yes i am still awake bcoz im fixing my blogspot account).. i thought it was just a small fire like the usual since sandali lng naman ung mga sirens.. after nun la na ko narinig pa.. pero iba na pala to.. it was a HUGE fire.. it was in quintin paredes st, near binondo church.. nagising akong narinig maid namin na nagsabing 'di pa raw napupundi yung apoy'.. it was 10am na then.. ilang oras na nakalipas pero d pa napupundi yung apoy, sobra naman.. tas aftr w/c my aunt went home abt mga 12+ or 1pm, she went to ongpin to buy some stuffs and heard some news.. it was very SAD to hear na may natrap sa loob nung bldg, mga 7 daw cla.. it was a small bldg lng kc tapos makipot sya.. ung mga windows nya merong steels tas ang kakapal pa.. nahirapan mga firefighters magrescue.. naawa tlga ko!!! ang dami nila dun natrap.. buong family ata.. i really felt bad about wat happend.. ako pa naman dn ung may phobia sa fire.. anyways, may the good Lord bless their souls..

2nd, from sad news.. mapunta naman tayo sa happy na happenings ngayon.. :) i went out w/ my baby 2day.. went to g4 to watch GUESS WHO.. it was a funny movie.. i love it! ashton is such a cutie.. of course, d lng ako na2wa sa movie, mas na2wa ako kc kasama ko loved one ko.. :) bsta, masaya ung araw pag kasama sya..

3rd, from happy naman, switch to excited mode.. i am so much excited about tomorrow.. im off to baguio tom w/ my family.. alis daw kmi ng 4am dto.. grad gift ng mom ko sakn? kakaiba noh? la kc ako maisip.. so i told her i want to go to baguio.. ayan, kaht na malayo and all.. gumawa parn ng paraan para makapunta :) i always love baguio.. its like my 2nd home wen i was small.. i often go there w/ my dad.. mga 8months palng daw ako nakapunta na ko ng baguio.. tapos nung pre school ako, halos twice a month ako dun.. bottom line, i love going there :) ang nakaka-excite pa, matagal na kong d nakakapunta.. i wanted to see kung ano nang mga changes meron.. tas nakaka2wa pa kc wer going w/ my nieces.. super cute.. hehe :) makakarelax narin ako at long last.. pero pag uwi, need to search for job na tlga!!!

o welz, ayan.. yan mga pangyayari ngayon :) sa susunod nalng, mayb pag uwi ko frm baguio para maraming masulat..

searching for skins..

2005-04-20T04:04:00.000+08:00

waaahhh.. it took me several hours in searching skins.. and look what time is it already! ;) funny.. di pa ko inaantok.. i had fun looking for skins that would fit my taste.. since di naman ako creative, then might as well find templates nalang.. i chose to have this template because i find it so adorable.. the baby's so cute.. :) anyways, it's late na.. may lakad pa ko mamaya, i need to sleep.. *yawn*

my first post here..

2005-04-20T02:45:00.000+08:00

this is my first post here.. i always thought that i have an account here as in meron nang blog and all pero ndi pala.. i just have an account! watda??? how forgetful i am.. hahahaha :D i now remember, nagsign up lng ako pero d ako gumawa ng blog tlga.. *wink* anyways, gotta edit the template.. i may consider switching here.. ewan, bhala na :)